didnt post for a few days lerhhs . umms , these few days i was like so so so so tired !
denn somehow just slept really early . so again , didnt reply smses &calls . sorry '

13'July06

2.4NAPFA RUN !

was so damn scaredd lorhhs .

went to northpoint to eat withh mandw pearlyn &veron .

saw Jonathan seow there withh his friendds , yahhs . wavedd hi .

he was so funny siahhs , was like dancingg &walking ? ((:

teehees ;denn i kept on sayingg i was scared i was scared .

denn mandyw &pearlyn became scaredd too .

it made me more scaredd !? x\

went there andd met up withh yoketing ;LOVE rutingg &gracee !

thankks to ...

YOKETING . RUTING . GRACE .

TIFFANY . YILUAN . JINGWEN .

MARYLYN . SHAYNA &her friendds !

BRANDON . GIDEON . JINSHUEN . JUNDA .

andd those others for your support !

really need to thank YOKETING ;LOVE for the tips !

luckily i didnt fail ! phew phew ~ ((:

was so tiredd ! legs ache ;

at interchangee saw mandw's ex-steadd .

denn Rutingg &me go ask . alrights 'i PULL her one .

who knows mandy ? who is her ex ? i askedd these . ((:

denn when Rutingg wanted to walk away lerhhs . but i told her i haven see his face .

so ask him to turn aroundd ! ahhahs . ((: he didnt really mindd bahhs ...

alrights . Rutingg walked home withh mandyw .

denn saw my second sis . andd saw HuaiMin there .

im so so TIREDD ! ((:

TODAY

schh was boringg !

home econs . team up withh JunDa &Gideon sincee HuiQi didnt wanna .

they were funny &abit LAME &childishh ! ahhahs . ((:

chinese lessons . class was like went wild !

so cooll ok ! like only Alpha . HuiQi . KaiNing . Clarice ... was listeningg .

we were at the backk talkingg &shoutingg rubbishh .

playedd a prank on Cory &Audrey . ((:

Mell wrote the love letter . denn i go gave her .

AHHAHAHAHAHs . Mell JunDa &i shouted at Gideon TOGETHER for some reasons .

so unitedd siahhs ! Charmaine &Pearlyn &JinShuen &Brandon too . ((:

englishh lessons . that mr chang startedd talkingg abt deaf blahhblahh .

since when didnt he became a doc ? so boringg ok !

after schh . out withh mandyw ;deardear .

denn later Chester ;KOR came to Northpoint like just chat abit bahhs .

denn HOME HOME HOME . ((:

accidents do happen , so its no ones fault .
dont feel too guilty . sorry always work for accidents .
andd no angerness is aroundd lerhhs ! poof poof poof ;


you wore a mask . to hide the true feelings of yourself .
isnt it hard . isnt it painful . isnt it uncomfortable .
when you fall , you cry . when you are hurt , you cry .
no matter whadd . humans all do cry when it hurts .
its isnt because of man / woman . its just painful , let tears flow .
please please . dont think that others can take your place .
cause they cant . i knew you longer , times always matter ;
if you really do think this way . just put down the mask for once .
let the real part of your feelings come OUT .
just try ? sharee .



i wonder if i really m useless .
i dont understand you better for so longg lerhhs .
thinking if i really did something to make others feel happy .
how come nothing pops out ... i guess its truee .
its also hurts me to see you hurt ...
people aroundd me are always hurt . andd somehow i cant help .
i m plain useless .
i still cant understand you well enoughh . imsorry ;
imsorry ...